Rabbi Aharon Walkin’s Purim Seudah: Divrei Torah, Bitachon, and Purim Conversations

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So let's see. Let's ... Fine, you're a rabbi. You're talking about this. You see the Aruch, they bring down in the ... that they had a minhag. No, they hung ... the other ... the same one of those. The red one. They had a minhag that they had a fake haman, like what we do over here. That everybody knows. For a couple days before Purim, they would hang it on their wires, whatever, what we do. Comes Purim time, they would put it over a fire, a bonfire, like as if it was melech, and everybody would stand around it and cheer, and they would pass around and they go through melech or something, like how it's just like by melech where they pass it through, then they say like, You're being burnt at the stake. It's so weird. From the Aruch, I think it was the Aruch. So he says that it was a minhag tov, or you just— Because that was a minhag, and he brings a raya from a Gemara, because it said, he said, This is this word, pashtedasa, or something I should never heard of. And he said, What? I can tell you where they מקור is, because Amalek was ... the kishuf. They were big mechashefim. Uvshat, they were big mechashefim. Teva, everything but the ... They had teva. They explained away all the supernatural ... as kishuf. So I'm thinking that's the pshat. They went— Into the behaviors. One shot that's in the מלחמה, like, חלק of the מלחמה was with the kiss. You know how they did it just to save themselves. There's a lot more. It's deeper than that. Because they want to show we're going against Hashem, how? By doing kiss. That's what I want to say, pshat. See, the מלחמה has to be more symbolic. It's דור דור. You have to see another thing. I look at it a little different. The Eibishter created the world, so these מלחמות were actually created from the Eibishter. It's not pshat that Amalek comes. The Eibishter doesn't want, Hashem Amalek doesn't come. No, no, no. Extra wife's not coming. She's ready. Rough day, huh? Because I came home from davening later than Shmuel, she told my kids that their father goes to Russia. I explained to her that she said, that's it. I'm not giving the ... a second time. It's not good for you. What did I do? I came home at ten o'clock at night. She saw some ladies come home now. She looked like... You might see her, right? I can't get the ... I live with what I have. I'm not trying to make the best of it. You hear what she says? It's a joke. It's nothing. That time it is good. Yeah, I guess. She loves you. That's worse. She can't take it. Every time she goes to period, every person she sees, she looks at, You have a baby, you're pregnant, you have a baby. What is this? What is the Purim stuff? Make music, make music. Oh, it's our thing. That's a good costume. Everybody loves that costume. I love it. I don't know how he sits with that thing on his face all day, but it's the best costume. You know, Shloime, everybody—it's unbelievable. Everybody says it's the best costume. I don't want this music. Do me a favor, it's Purim. Put Kiddush Hashem. I don't want this. You have a Purim tape? ... Purim, I don't know. That's it, that. You have some time to sit a little bit, or you have to run? Not. As much time as you want. Okay, stay until the end of the day.

Okay, now. That's cute. What do you think? What do you think about the ... okay? From his ankle. He saw the oil. He saw his ankle in this. He saw ... happen. Help. That's what it says. If Hashem made that happen, not just ... give a happen, feel a happen. Some gives you a happen, you feel a happen. ... Hashem, you say, You, Hashem loves ... ... loves us. ... loves you. ... loves us. ... How do you teach that? Huh? How do you teach it? ... provide the ... ... What do you mean, ...? Don't get angry. Don't get angry. The ... you'll love the other person. ... from Israel ... you're upset at somebody doing ... and it automatically brings ... Similar ... I don't know. Sometimes I will. I don't know who I love more, the ... or Klal Yisrael. I think I love Klal Yisrael more than ... That's what Hashem wants. I know. Is that true? Of course. I'm scared. Everybody'd rather you love the ... more than themselves. No, I see. No, no, it's ... It's ... It has the word ... It has the word ... No, I thought I said ... It has the word ... Huh? ... The more you learn Torah, the more ... right? ... When he spoke ... on behalf of Klal Yisroel. Find that in the Gemara already. ... Find the ... What's the pshat? He spoke ... He knows that's what it is. Doesn't make sense. I'm gonna go. Deliver the rest of the ... See you later. Yes. Good idea. You picked the ... Which one's good? Isn't there some famous one you're supposed to do? ... Which one's that? ... No, they say it in Baltimore ... Which one is it? ... You're the ... person. Yeah, you're right. Everybody knows it by heart. Where the children, with your son. ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

Hey, take, take. What do you mean? No, no, no. Strength. Strength. ... Torah. Strength. ... Can't get better than that. ... What? ... You told me. You told me. Huh? Yes. Kosher. You told me. ... supposed to be delicious. ... Taste it, y'all. Taste it better. ... Twenty. ... What's ...? I'll give you twenty. ... Now you're giving me. ... Thank you for coming. Thank you. ... Have you noticed how much more I'm learning this year because of ...? But ... to learn those two ... You know, you're pushing me with Gemara, something I never did. You said it then, you said it then, and every day, every night, I have to go and I'm pushing, I'm pushing, I'm holding on ... I want to done it. How do we split? How is this strong? How is this strong? ... There's no kinah then. ... Felt in the field, you know, ... from you. How did you get away? ... You look at you, I don't see any more. All my kinahs went away right now. I have no more kinahs. I should come here just to feel the ... the way that I go out. I have kinahs. Wow, look at all these cases.

Just take. Ask the baby ... Why ...? I'll tell you. Let me explain. Sit too. ... Ooh, the one that we just came in. Want to give money? Huh? I think it's very, very bad. Okay, now to the back, huh? Come. I don't want to. This is all for him. Tell my ... for his back. ... I don't want to. ... I have to return ... Yeah, I'm gonna go out. Huh? Keep on. My family's going. We're gonna be special later on. ... How do I open this? ... I'm not gonna ... give him tonight. ... Secret service. ... Thank you so much. Let me hear. What you would have. He's not coming back. He's not coming back. Should the whole table take it? Let's ... Rabbi Avram. ... I told my ... She's ... Okay. Let's see what you have for ... Kasher. ... Let's. Tell me, if she comes on the plane, how does it come? Does it come on the plane? Wait, so before Mordechai was mentioned in the Megillah, we have Mordechai and Bigsan and Seresh, and Esther becomes a malka, okay? Those two clues have to happen. So Esther קודם have to do the first party, to be ma'orer the kinah, so that the Mordechai can come and be rewarded for Bigsan and Seresh, okay? Because without that, l'maaseh, those two... What's the second party? What's the second? The second party was... It's funny, the first party really had nothing to do with Esther. The first party was really only to be ma'orer the kinah, and that's where Mordechai came in, so after to reward Mordechai. The second party was her zechus. That was her zechus, so that the geulah was going to come from her. That's why the first party—I thought it wasn't even her party; that was Mordechai's party. That party was Mordechai's, not that she really gave two parties. Her party, the first, was not her party. She made that for Mordechai, so that Mordechai said... No, no, no, no. I hear, it's an interesting... I'll tell you what Mordechai said: she didn't know what she did. She went there to come...

Come back. ... Turn it up. ... Hey, that's the one. ... She had no idea. She had the first husband I went to ... Yeah, very nice. Tell me, how did ... ... the guy who wrote ... ... is the way. ... That's when they ... ... What is ...? ... You're lying to ... ... The ... was ... ... What are you doing? You're killing us. ... So she took ... Definitely has one of the first ... ... and he had an ... What? Yeah, yeah, years ago. Shamaluis. ... Abi noish. ... Faila kapores. ... Right now. It's not tonight. ... Please. The first time I get to call ... ... she deserves. ... Faila kapores. ... So many females, nothing but attention. Very talented, acting like a normal. Bobsy guys, guys. First trial, hell like fucking parties. I got double Chusto. Double Chusto drunk. She was by the party. This guy lives in Seattle. Never seen. They make porn parties, since in jail, whatever. Slappy will come whenever. So Double Chusto came. Captain Chusto swinging away. Hey, about pouring, and I don't even. Double Chusto drunk. Yeah, we celebrate.

You changed the music, change the music. Ah. See, you ready? See, you ready? Not the simchas Purim spirit, really. Good, Baruch Hashem, Baruch Hashem. Ah, brisker vort. No, that's not mine. That's my wife. I'm eating this by the seudah. It's good. My wife says good dips. The Cubs from Mexico. Sit down, that's chamek. The music's gonna show. Could you change this? What is this from? Change it. That's... I'm not hopping around because I'm going to Monsey soon, so I'm not gonna... Okay, so... ...on Purim now. It's ... on Purim. ... That's your vort. Let me hear. ... You know what? I'll tell you this. First time I met you. ... There's a toichen there. You have toichen. There's a Yid there. Okay, all right, that's your ... I don't think you have to go that far. The Yid. Let it come out. Listen to me. The Yid, the Yid. Purim is all about that. The ... oirah v'simcha v'sasson vykar. Sasson is milah, yekar is tefillin, teirah, oirah. So stay, stay, let it stay straight out. Teirah, tefillin, not teirah, ... yakar. The ... what? The oir, the teirah, the simcha, the sasson, vykar. ... Hergeshim, hergeshim. The oilem is fatumult. You know, the Yidshipa is missing teirah. ... the grandfather, the great-grandfather. Yeah, the Yid, you like it. So maybe give ... huh? So Yid was ... rav. So maybe give ... The Yid, you know, ... What would they ...? Let me hear from you. ... Oh, yeah, that doesn't ... ... Don't be ... whatsoever, except for the ... bnei Torah, this, this, this. But the ... bnei Torah, chashuv. I asked him that ... first, the ... to be ... I'll tell you, Rav Pam told me that too. I asked him. Really? I went to Rav Pam. Told me, ... that's his ... If you have simple people like me and you should have simple ... Really? I always had this. ... he told me ... I'll tell you what he was telling. I'll tell you what I understood what he was saying. ... The basic ... ... levels and dargos and dargos of bitachon. The yesod of it is zein a Yid. Zein a Yid, zein a Yid, zein a Yid. What's the yesod? ... lo yidia shekol kevodcha lo yivoshu vlo yibatachu. The yesod, lo yidia shekol kevodcha lo yivoshu. You know what Amalek comes? Amalek comes to attack the Yid. The Yid. That's what I told you, כי חובש סלוב ושונא. What's love ושונא? I heard this... When I heard this... so people have to say this today. It's like, not... I'll just call... I know a guy, I have a friend of mine, a dear of mine, he's always very into not letting out his emotions. He got divorced today and he ran off to Mosha, and he's coming again to Mizrachim... No, no, no, no. What's the pshat? I always had this taina on him. Go ahead. You want to know something? ... כי חובש סלוב ושונא... The... It was all red, ... She fought... ... What's the pshat? ... right? ... So you see that the milah. What did Amalek do? Amalek was choitech the milah, ... In that milchamah, you stay clear. Yeah. He was doing choitech the milah, so they threw, Here, be'eilah becharta. This is what you wanted. What do you mean? ... Really? Whoever they killed in that milchamah, they cut off...

Yeah. Ah, all right. ... Yeah. ... What's ta'ina? What did Esther want? What was her plan? Do you know what the plan was? ... Ah. She had no plan. ... Go into the ... What happens? ... Esther asked her, who ... Who did she point at? Achashverosh. ... What's the ...? No, I still forgot from the ... I still forgot from the ... Yeah, yeah, yeah. I told the truth and you'll take care. He said, you're saying, I told it from your grandfather. ... Esther ... Esther ... Yeah, you're saying even more. The pshat is, Mordechai knew that Esther was to come to yeshua, so why did he tell her not to say anything that she ...? Yeah, yeah. He said, ... So what's the pshat? He said, even though halacha, even though he knew that Esther, you have to have Esther in order to be ... the halacha is, you have to go with the halacha. Halacha is ... because if you say ... Halacha is halacha. No, I think that's good. You have to run, you have to run. ... No, ... I'll tell you the truth. ... A lot of ... You appreciate this? Huh? You appreciate this? I don't think so. I sometimes wonder. Yeah, listen, ... I'm picking up. You had difficulties. ... No, I started off as the best. I mean, when I was a kid, I was the best. ... No, but my... Yeah. Listen to me, because... You're gonna make it. Listen to me. ... Follow the... ... First I didn't work out so... Baruch Hashem, Baruch Hashem. ... I can't get a house sometimes. I know. ... ... Halacha. ... That's it. Nothing at all. Huh? It is. ... Last night, finally got the ... Not the whole time I was, I was under pressure a lot. I saw it. I saw it. ... That's why I asked you about that. I saw it.

Cut. You cut back later for the... Yeah, it's... You don't know if you're coming back. Somebody will be back. I have to go back to ... Go down. Try. I'm thinking of ... Tell me ... Make regular music. Make regular music. I'm sorry. You have a diamond, the husband, a gem, ruby. Then I catch all three of them: a diamond, a gem, a ruby. What else is there? That's about it. Covers it more. Expensive-wise, it covers it.

Your father's not available. Shmuel, come here.

What do you want? The question was, which is the bigger nes? Which is the bigger nes? The fact that the Eibishter was moichet Amalek, or the fact that the Eibishter picked up Klal Yisroel? That's how you can't tell the difference between אור ה' ברוך הוא. Which nes is bigger? They say that the matryoshkas, you can't tell the matryoshkas. Happy is soyd about Purim. I'll tell you what my yesoid is. Kippur and Purim is the same, as they state in ... Watch shayach between Kippur and Purim. You couldn't have two of the most different days possible, right? Same day, I'll explain to you how. Yom Kippur, you take away the gashmiyus completely. No haveilus. What happens by ...? Only the ... That's why ... Purim is the same thing. Go to the other side, to the ... That's why you ... They beg, the same ... The same ... Right, Mordechai says, ... What's the ...? ... is a deep ... Amalek is external. Amalek is all about ... You know, it's very interesting. America, which is one of the ... That's what they say, right? They both have tremendous emphasis on external, external. Hell of a good thing. Structure, how it looks, formal. They're the most formal government, you know. What's the most unformal government in the world? Israel. Everybody's yelling and screaming. The external. Esav was very much about external. Yaakov Avinu knew this, you know, that he said, Verevach tasigu bein eidim l'eidim. It should look like a big present. So what's the pshat? Oh, yo. ... How much you have? ... My Sunday clothes. How are you? ... I run a ... like everything else to my wife, so ... ... You locked everything, the whole house is serviced. This I held on to to give my rebbe. Oh, what time is by us? By us we don't have a mincha. We don't have. I think we have. We do. We have a mincha, 1:25. We do? Oh, beautiful. Okay, great, so then no worries. You know what the ... used to do by Marov? He used to go around and he asked people for water to wash, for Marov, to remind the oilam of Marov. Ah. How's the way of ...? No, not every house. This שבוע, you need to wash for Maariv. ... Straight out. What's pshat? Because they maybe not, but they might not want to do it. People just stop for him. ... Is it after Purim, you said it? Purim, Purim, Purim. After Purim. ... So what's pshat? Because in case they don't do it. Like, to tell someone, I always thought to tell someone, you need to daven. I don't forget, ... I need to wash. That's pshat. To tell someone like, you have to be told. Right? No, I have to be told. I'll tell you a very dikke vort. When they came and they said to the guy, he's a ... yeah? Who said it? ... How old was this ...? You remember this? I told this to you. ... Since you came here, I remember this vort. ... Very dikke vort. Give me a child. ... He's a child. He can know nothing, just ... tell him. Say that he's ...

Say that it's fine. What do you mean? ... Only he's allowed to save someone to his face, not tongue. ... You know, I will tell you a good one. Esther. Why did the Eibishter make that Esther should live with Achashverosh? You should have to come that Esther should live with an Aharon. She calls him kelev v'chidahs, you know, make it a little lower, a little lower, a little lower. Kelev v'chidahs. Mrs. ... says, kelev. She calls him. Chazal אפילו say the Ribono Shel Olam was upset at her for saying it. How could you say kelev? It's your husband. He might be a kelev, but you don't got to announce it, right? So what's the pshat the Eibishter did it? Esther had to masker herself completely for Yeshua to come. Imagine all the ... madelechah sitting around the table, my husband the Rosh Kollel, my husband, and Esther has to say, my husband. Who did you marry? I married a hound. I married a hound. Esther ... told them over this one. I said over to them, is that? ... I said that also. I can remember everything. ... Complete hefker, complete hefker. What was she thinking when she went into the seudah? A few times, and she was mamash a ... She went into Achashverosh's chamber. She tainted. The whole thing. The whole thing. He was in a chamber also. She points at Achashverosh. What was she thinking? She told tomorrow, right before tomorrow. Give me a couple days, I'll wait till he calls me. No, no, go now. What's the pshat? She was not. She was also, she looked terrible. She was fasting for three days. Not 75 years old. She didn't eat for three days. You know what the teretz is? The teretz is, lo idea shekol kavecha lo yevoishu. I just, I can't anymore. Catch it, man. You know, it's the light with the... Make it a little lower. Make it lower. I see as the day goes on, the music gets a little more... someone's drinking over there also a little bit. You have the pshat, lo idea shekol kavecha lo yevoishu. On a pshat. You'll rather the way you want. I can't, I can't, I can't. It's... You have to, lo idea shekol kavecha lo yevoishu, lo yikalmu. Lower, lower, lower, lower, lower, lower. You want to save the juice and make it a little lower, do you think? I'm also Jewish. You hear? Lo idea shekol kavecha lo yevoishu. There was no plan. They went into this with bitachon, blind bitachon. You know that blind bitachon? That's not how a Yid can have such blind bitachon. Amalek makes sfeikos. What's pshat he makes sfeikos? What does that mean? What does it mean he makes fakes? These nekudos. He takes the, what the... What is a Yid? A Yid is, I could go into a fire, I trust you, the Eibishter, only because you said so. Haman, Amalek is not that. So they went. The yeshuah was only you, the Eibishter. I don't have a plan. You're gonna run it the way it is. So how did the Eibishter make it that the nes was complete? You know, by Chanukah it wasn't like that. By Chanukah it wasn't a complete turnaround. There was war. Is that why Purim is... I hold it that's the pshat. Purim's a batal... It's not b'derech neis; it's all b'tachon. It's all b'tachon. It's not a nes at all. ... unbelievable. You hear the vort? That's why it had to be, ... If you fight the wars, the Eibishter makes a nes. You're right, by Mitzrayim, did it turn around that we became the king of Mitzrayim and the... Esther was the malka, Mordechai's the king. Yes.

You know what lo yevoshu means? What does lo yevoshu mean? Not be embarrassed. You know, Mordechai, when they told Mordechai, bow down, what did he answer? So what did they say? You're crazy. He says, Don't worry, I trust the Eibishter. So what do you think? Who was the first one to turn around and say, You see, I told you? Who was the first one to say that? Mordechai. I'm sure Mordechai turned around and said, See? See? Say the idea. Sheshanas Yaakov tzahalah v'sameichah b'rosam, yachad techeles Mordechai. The idea, shekol kovecha lo yevoshu, lo yikamu. Okay, make a lom, make a lom. One kapitel Tehillim for Klal Yisroel. You say the kapitel. Say it. Go ahead. His father works on the middah of bitachon. Tell me, could a guy have such bitachon? Not shayach to a guy. Sheshanas Yaakov. Only Klal Yisroel, with the rose. Okay, go ahead. Anyone, anyone. Good? Oh, it's long chaf-beis. I lose רבי. Chaf-beis is a long one. Kel v'chidasi, that's the Kel v'chidasi one, yeah. Shir lamaalos, esa einai el heharim, meayin yavo ezri. Ezri me'im Hashem, oseh shamayim va'aretz. Al yiten lamot raglecha; al yanum shomrecha. Hinei lo yanum v'lo yishan shomer Yisrael. Hashem shomrecha, Hashem tzilcha al yad yeminecha. Yomam hashemesh lo yakeka, v'yareach balailah. Hashem yishmarcha mikol ra, yishmor et nafshecha. Hashem yishmor tzeischa uvoecha, me'atah v'ad olam. Chazak, chazak, v'nischazek. ... Shuas ... This is an English 25? Yeah. ... You gave back the ... Tell me over, good. Tell me good. I spoke since the morning. I'm half falling away. Give me another ... Give me another ... Yes, remember what you want. The first thing about ... The Tosfos there says the reason why we say ... that we give it, we give it, which is not ... because it's not reshuso. Right. It's ברשותו. Right. As if it's ברשותו, it's not reshuso, then you don't have it. So he gives the whole ... there, it says not ... and he's just like ... in the end. He didn't give the ikar taam of the Gemara. He doesn't explain the Gemara out that the taam is because it's not reshuso. It's just because not shelo; he didn't have it. Right. Because if you would get it b'shelo, he would be able to use it as a ... of others. He could use it. So the ... asks on him and says, Ah, the Gemara doesn't say like that. The Gemara says taam is because it's reshuso, not ... It's not reshuso. That's a kasha. After Purim. Shikker einoi ro'eh. I didn't drink, but shikker emotions. Very hard day with emotions. Mordechai yoshev b'shaar hamelech. What was he doing b'shaar hamelech? What was he doing? It's a Shaar HaShem. Shaar HaShem. You know, he went. It wasn't a hefsek in Shaar HaShem. Mordechai came down from Yerushalayim. Mordechai in Yerushalayim, you know that? People don't know this. Mordechai's residency was in Yerushalayim. Mordechai's residency was in Yerushalayim. He came down to petition Achashverosh to let him build the Beis HaMikdash. And Haman was stopping, actually, says the Chazal, the building of the Beis HaMikdash. In Shushan. Where? Shaar hamelech. He camped out, Shaar...

Now, heavy day. Let's feel it. What does HaMelech Chazal tell us? HaMelech always means the Eibishter. What did the Eibishter give him? What did the Eibishter give him in return? HaKadosh Baruch Hu taught him that, v'shachanti b'socham, that I could live among you even without the Beis HaMikdash. Purim is that the Eibishter lives within the Yid. The whole thing is that, we say that there's no nevuah outside of Eretz Yisrael. No, there's nevuah in... Let's say for Klal Yisroel it's different. You could be, that's the vort, because of v'shachanti b'socham. Yeah. So show that, show that. You hear the vort? The Eibishter is able to rest in the galus, hidden, in the Megillah, in Shushan. He was taught a lesson. He sacrificed, Ich vil hoben Beis HaMikdash. ... v'shachanti b'socham. We can have that every day. Every day a person could walk out and see the Eibishter resting, dwelling everywhere. ... I'm thinking of an interesting deher this morning. Chavi laShem, chazak v'yaametz libecha v'kavei el Hashem. What does that mean? ... Say, say pshat. Chazak, ... ha? Ah, מידיוף, it doesn't happen. He's saying a vort. So there's a bisker over about it, that if a person has bitachon, you know what his present is? That the Eibishter gives him bitachon. When you want to give something that a person should have, a person has bitachon, has everything, right? The biggest oisher, the biggest wealth that a person can have is bitachon. So the present for bitachon is that HaKadosh Baruch Hu gives it to him, that he should have bitachon. ... There's a way to get ahead. The Ribbono Shel Olam showed, l'hodia. What was the reward? L'hodia. Mordechai came and had bitachon. What was l'hodia? That was his reward, ... he should have the bitachon. He came to build the Beis Hamikdash, yeah? I'll give you something even better: bitachon. ... We live in a time that they attack all the yesodos of what a Yid wants, they attack. You know, the European Jew had tremendous bitachon, simple bitachon. And the whole—because of that, they didn't have all these issues with, you know, problems, psychological, ... What is it? Huh? You guys okay? You heard this? You heard kabel Hashem. Hashem gives it to you, mekabel Hashem. The idea, the present, the present is... someone's calling, no? Huh? What's the idea? How'd it go? Yeah, what are you asking? I got a message, check out the... It's better for you for the breathing, for the sleeping, your stomach, all the... You use your voice. Ah. I gave you the name. I davened for whoever was on that paper, so I remember, and I remembered you in mind. I called you back. I was with my mind. That's what I said.

No, when we spoke, when you gave me the name, I said, Ah, ... going back to your childhood. ... Let me ... cash. Yeah. ... Moshe ... number ... When is it? Parshas Tzavah. Why'd they pick that parsha? ... trying to push it off. Got to Tzavah, he had no choice anymore. ... He pushed it off. The thing is, similar idea. Why should ... with ... Haman had the same maaseh. It ended up in the last month. It wasn't ... That was it. Every month he picked, and then he finally got to this one. ... And that's ... Say it. Say it better. ... Klal Yisroel. Klal Yisroel. ... That's what you meant. Say it. ... Klal Yisroel. ... He said the ... Do you have the right to say it? Was he right to say it? When he challenged the ... After the money, he felt he had to do it. ... Africa. She used to laugh at herself ... It was wrong, but he did it anyway. It was wrong, and he did it anyway. That's the ... That's why ... ... Africa. ... ... ... You know what was the one thing that ... were always proud of? What is the one thing the fathers do? What does he do? ...

Not anyone. Not one. No. Not one. Stick your... listen. Stick your... Right. Right.